If it is a little scary you know you are on the right track in your growth. Difficult climbs have many dimensions in which they challenge you. Both physically and mentally. The rock can feel intimidating and impossible to top until you fully commit yourself to that climb and you start to understand it, feel aligned with it. Once you reach that point, victory is imminent.
(Please do not free solo)
Lucid Ancients
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